Right now, I'm struggling with the idea that I am this person:
And not this one:
I know how I got from one to the other. I've also done it before. I don't want to do it again. Every day is a struggle. Every day is a choice. We have to make the choice to feed our body the things that it needs rather than what it wants. Even though our brain knows this, we don't always make that choice.
I would love to say that things got easier towards the end, but they only seemed to get more difficult. The most important thing? Don't. Ever. Give. Up!